Sometimes I ask myself how can I become better? How can a be a better more confident me? Recently this is something that I asked myself and I decided to do something about it, asides from my devoti0nal life, my everyday walk with God and getting more sleep than I do what else can I do. Speaking to people is something I love however I have always had an issue with something. I think it is something that everyone has an issue with but I have decided to do something about it. Listening to my own voice… It is something that everyone has an issue with. If you don’t well you must be weird.
To deal with this I have taken up doing daily Vlogs, 3 times a week so not exactly daily but close enough right. Some people have questioned me on my motivation for starting Vlogging and whether it is even worthwhile. Here is the thing, I don’t make videos for an audience, I make videos for me. Whilst I do indeed have an audience that watches my Vlogs I believe that the videos I make are an expression of myself that is unique, different and new. Expressing myself is something that I often find diffiult due to the fact that I have Autism, making videos is a way I believe I can overcome or negate this issue. Making videos is an expression of me and who I am. It does not make me weird (though I am weird) nor does it block my ability to actually communicate with people.
Some people seem to think that everything we do has selfish intentions. For once are we able to simply post or do something for our own personal benefit whether it is emotinal, mental or physical betterment. People seem to be able to find a way to belittile everything somone does. The question this leaves me with is. Are they doing anything for themeselves?
You can find my videos at http://www.youtube.com/pratty852
Also you can like my newly minted facebook page at https://www.facebook.com/prattnation/